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Been using my FB Fan Page as a Pseudo Blog. :3
(Source: thepurple-bloodedalien)
Hey Juliet.
I followed your advice. <remember that ask with a boy from L.A., well that’s me.>When I wrote him a letter, it all spewed out of me. Feelings, blurting out. I’ve been a coward. I tried to stay away, from him—Afraid of his Reaction. Well.. it turned out to be alright. He told me, he will not avoid me. Instead he told me to take care of myself. And he also told me, he appreciated my message. :) Thanks. But right now, I feel awkward. It’s like, I’m afraid everything’s going to change.
Dear Anonymous,
You don’t need to feel afraid. You just need to be positive. No matter what happens think of it as a benefit for you and for him. Things may change but no one knows for sure if they will be for better or hope not, for worse. You just have to have faith in yourself. Remember,you can’t gain nothing if you won’t risk something.
With Luck,
Juliet
Dear juliet,
(Haha, this is part 1 since the ask button has limits) Well, there’s this boy..I met him on summer (2010). At first I never really thought I would like him. The first time we met, we were just friends. Plain friends. But, he was kinda makin’ me feel special. He told me he loved me. But I really thought it was nothing. School came then we both ignored each other. I don’t know, it wasn’t really a big deal. Time passed by, halloween, christmas, new year, then came valentines day..I saw him.. with this girl. I’ve heard that they had something. It hit me like a truck. I felt the pain so much, I thought I couldn’t make it one more day knowing that they’re happy with each other. That’s the moment that I realized that.. I’m in love with him. February 14 was the day that they started a relationship. You see, he studies in a All boy’s school and my school is next to their school then comes the school of her girlfriend. Then…Our school had a concert. I still remember the date he talked to me, March 9 2011, asking about the concert tickets. So I knew in that very moment that he’s gonna come. The concert finally came.. March 12 2011. He was there, with his girlfriend.. We din’t talk. But I was sure he saw me. Then tomorrow came, we talked again.. :”) Everything went back to normal between us two. Then we continued talking…One day, he told me he wants to leave his girlfriend.. I was shocked and dint answer. He did so. Left that girl with no words at all. Then he started to get more closer to me until one day, he said his 2nd “I love you” to me. We had something. More than friends but less than lovers. Everyone loved us. They all want us to be couples and all. We were… trending. :)) I loved us. Then summer came..He told me he loved me and will NEVER leave me. But.. there he was. Going after a new girl. He left. They’re couples now, 11months together. Everyone thought they were perfect. Like how they thought we were too. But, whenever we see each other, something just weird happens like we both want each other back.. Our school will be having a concert this coming March 10 2012….I know he’ll come. I just know it. Often times I’ve said that… I’m over him. I thought I really was. Well.. I think I am…. not? I don’t know, Juliet. :( What am I gonna do? What if that concert will be the thing that would bring us back? What if it isn’t? What should I do? Should I act like I’m happy and over him or … I really need your help, Juliet.. I’m confused. :(
Love, Anonymous.
Dear Anonymous (Part 1-6),
First take a deep breath and clear your mind. Second, ask your heart “do I still love him?”. Clear as it is you still did’n get over him, Your pining for someone you ALMOST had. Hence, your still hanging on a single thread waiting for him. I think when he left the first girl, she used you to cushion the blow. And after He got over the pain he left you too and chase after another one. Don’t fool yourself by acting happy, show him what you truly feels maybe after that you’ll get over him and find yourself whole again and when you reminisce this moment again it will just serve as another lesson learned. One thing is for sure, don’t expect/stop expecting and don’t assume/stop assuming. Maybe you’ll just need time to move on. Go out more. Spend time with your friends. Have fun. There are more to life than these things. Then maybe when you least expect it the someone who’s truly meant for you will come. Only when you have peace in your heart that you’ll know the answer.
Best wishes,
Juliet